I suck, and not in the good way

[zebralittle52]

Cut to spare the general populace from my whiny ass problems



Man, when things fall apart they really go to shit... Just when I'd figured out where I wanted to be, one of the biggest reasons for being there up and goes pththth! Which, considering how long and hard I'd been sitting on the fence, was just the thing to push me over.

So there I sit, finally knowing what the hell I'm going to do.. and do I do it? Of course not!

Noooo, that would be to easy! Instead, I decide to not rock the boat before this weekend comes, not to stir up any shit and chance tainting a good time (oh, like this all isn't going to be hanging over everyone's heads anyway.)

I hate feeling like I'm sitting on a live grenade... and I hate being such a coward that I'm willing to sit on it instead of getting the whole damn thing over with.

Comments

[wrenlet.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

... look, pretty boy.

Re:

[madamblue.livejournal.com]

*looks* Oooh, yes, very pretty boy...

*hugz*

[dragonsquill.livejournal.com]

I know it's been tough for you...but I think that letting it come after you have a *good* weekend is a good idea! You won't feel as depressed and trapped hopefully...and everything'll work out, you'll see.