The State of the Blue Address
Mar. 31st, 2004 05:44 pmHm. I’ve been relatively quiet lately, haven’t I?
Been rather introspective, mood wise, which is tricky to keep up without falling into an angsty depressive state. There’s so much going on, on the inside, and not so much on the outside to distract from the musings... But it’s probably confusing to the layperson and I probably sound like I’m friggin’ nuts, which is why I don’t post a lot when I get like this.
I’m seriously not happy with work right now... feels like they’ve bent over backwards to accommodate everyone else’s schedules, but they’ve strung me along for months, and just this week finally admitted nothing was going to change. And no, I’m not just talking about M or A... They’ve switched one woman to 3 12’s, with 4 hours on monday, so she doesn’t have to work on friday.
I’m still not talking to my ex, which is probably for the best...
And I feel generally let down, proven right, and disappointed on another matter that I don’t want to go into specifics about. I hate being right.
On the other hand, when my Princess Nine cel came in the mail, they included a little cel from Space Pirate Mito too. So hey, life’s not all bad... Right?
Been rather introspective, mood wise, which is tricky to keep up without falling into an angsty depressive state. There’s so much going on, on the inside, and not so much on the outside to distract from the musings... But it’s probably confusing to the layperson and I probably sound like I’m friggin’ nuts, which is why I don’t post a lot when I get like this.
I’m seriously not happy with work right now... feels like they’ve bent over backwards to accommodate everyone else’s schedules, but they’ve strung me along for months, and just this week finally admitted nothing was going to change. And no, I’m not just talking about M or A... They’ve switched one woman to 3 12’s, with 4 hours on monday, so she doesn’t have to work on friday.
I’m still not talking to my ex, which is probably for the best...
And I feel generally let down, proven right, and disappointed on another matter that I don’t want to go into specifics about. I hate being right.
On the other hand, when my Princess Nine cel came in the mail, they included a little cel from Space Pirate Mito too. So hey, life’s not all bad... Right?
*hugs*
Date: 2004-03-31 06:24 pm (UTC)Re: *hugs*
Date: 2004-04-01 01:48 am (UTC)